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Wednesday, September 30, 2009

another rainy day

wednesday... still raining... i decided not to go school cuz there aint nothing to do...
Its raining cats and dogs and i like it... i like it when it rains... and i like to go to PC bunks and play... but if its raining, how am i suppose to go to cybercafe? haha i managed to get there when the rain stopped for a while...

Lol... my friends ditched school and came to the cybercafe too... OH~ all the shooting games... left 4 dead, call of duty, and Crysis. all very SIEN la... but its still better than being at home and staring at the ceiling...

LOL douglas is playing Crysis and busting korean ass...

Fock la... the fucking noob chun keat tagged along... i hate him... i beh tahan his patten... and he's a feeder... one word la... NOOB!

And hell... i was soakin' wet... we walked back when its still raining... its been a long time since i last been in the rain... Its good to have the feeling of rain falling on your skin once in a while...

All this time... we tried to make ourselves become better... because we saw our peers have better grades than us, wearing better clothes, eating better meals, living a better life... But such jealousy is not needed...
Because you are perfect as you are.

God doesn't create faulty life. No. Everything created by God is perfect, and so are you. So stop driving yourself mad... with endless ways to improve, and just accept the glory of your being as is.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Tuesdays...

oh~ tuesdays... better than mondays and its a good day... looks like its a rainy tuesday today...

school reopened yesterday, but my writing worsened during the holidays... so my homeworks are abit messy >.<... well, im getting over my sadness these few days by seeing things in a better way and living my life with more joy, i actually became like this after i saw a quote that says " dont just take a walk on the street, feel the breeze... dont just listen to music... enjoy every beat and melody in it"... and this quote brought my "cool" back into my life...

and the best part is... i wont feel sudden chest pains or "heart" pains when i see "her"... i guess my "heart" is finally healing... actually i envy those who havent fall in love... they live their lives to the fullest and live with only one reason, that is for themselves or to have fun with their peers... and i was once like that... and i think im becoming like that again...

you know? the girls that you like or love may bring you happiness into your life... but maybe, someday, they will switch that happiness with pain when they decided to leave you...

To those who are still single... cherish and enjoy it... LONG LIVE BACHELORSHIP!

Lolx ><