Victory X Defeat

张震岳&林芯仪 - 回到过去

时间它像是河流 慢慢的轻轻推送
有时候像是漩涡 很难静止而不动

开心的 伤心的
一辈子 能改变什麼 能相信什麼

游走在梦的尽头 也常常不时回首
人与人擦身交错 谁停留谁又远走

我曾经 犯的错

我曾经 留下的遗憾 就让它去吧

如果想要回到那过去

但是你我之间存在遥远的距离

试图去弥补破碎的缝隙

我学著不放弃

愿你牢记我曾经爱过你

因为有你我才学会相信爱情

关于过去的事就藏心底

未来依旧有你的回忆...

Hungry... *sobs*

dono why nowadays so hungry... wake up hungry... ate breakfast... after 2hours hungry liao... Ate lunch.. (this time eat many stuff) after 3hours my stomach start "growling" edi...

Normally i can last longer... i can eat breakfast then whole day no feel hungry... but now 2hours later then hungry~ WTF!?

ROAR!! IM SO HOONGRIEEE!!

>.< bad week...

lol... nowadays i tio sick le... in the first few weeks... i oni have coughs nia.. *cough* *cough*... but after a few days... cough until sore throat... sore throat until got abit selsema... and yesterday cold until got headache ><... and still got... headache until wan vomit liao!~
until today morning that i decide that i need to go see doctor... if not i cannot stand lerh~ haha... take a note and write this down... when u tio cough... please don go buy fried stuff to eat liao! ><... drink more water... and get decent amount of sleep... so you won't suffer like me T.T... Yesh! tomoro i sick nonid go work... weeee~ (=.=) AT LAST! i can sleep until whenever i want edi!~ (for just one day =\)

...

tonight... my insanity level is quite high... cant stop thinking of bad things now... sometimes ppl tell me... love is the key to calm down... but i think love is the cause that made my insanity level to rise.. ==

"The heart feels a mixture of passion, lust, fear, sin, love, worry, desire, unpredictable behavior, strong overwhelming emotion...is this the mere insanity of the heart? It seems like the true feeling of love tends to give us all a sense of insanity which takes over the mind, body, and spirit. When one truly loves someone they tend to feel completely obligated. They become blind to the world around them only seeing the image of their hearts desire. They ignore truths and push away anything bad." <> i got this paragraph from the internet...

hmm... my mind is probably like dat now... =| i dono what is right to do and what's not ler...

My Father's surgery fees...

lol... my father today come back home edi... he came back wearing a NIKE brand cap!! HAHA... while there is a big bandage on his head... ==

I saw an envelope on the table... and inside it... i found a receipt... guess wat... 20thousand dollar just flew out of my father's bank account!! haha~~ but i guess its all worth it now that he's OK

see ya later... school life...

Even if the school is still open... i cant go school anymore... im forced to work at my father's shop... So im gonna say bye bye to my friend in school here... =(

In the meantime... Play facebook game!! xD... you all can also find me in dragonica online... MiNiMoNdO is my in game name xD...

Haiz... today my shop not even one customer... SIEN DAO~~ i sit in front the computer ply dragonica ply until up level oso nobody come in haiz

See u guys when school opens =D

cut ? or dont cut?

sien... my hair kind of thick liao.. but i dono wan cut or not... if cut i scare the stylist cut until so ridiculously short... if no cut... look abit big headed pulak

Ahaha... i wan a hairstyle like this one
But Impossible... school won't allow such long hair... SAD! =(.... perhaps i shud find a more suitable and short one... hmmm... BY THE WAY... the man in this picture is Jay chou's hairstylist leh!... He's also an actor...

Maybe i shud bring this guy de photo and show my hairstylist... tell him i wan shorter version de xD!

No freedom...

sigh... there's nothing to do nowadays... since i came back from KL... im forced to follow my grandfather to my father's shop to work... man... im not sure its even called work... there' only about 10 customers that come into the shop each day... all i do is sit there all day long... some of the customer dont even buy anything... they just walked in and walked out... Conclusion = i can even take a 1hour nap and there will be no customer comin' in...

I told the adults that i wanna go work at "swiss garden" at damai laut... and they give me many reasons... say im not old enough... i need to be 16... blah blah blah! i said i'll be asking my father... bt then they said... " Your father just had brain surgery... you cant call him"... but later... they told me to sweet talk my father on the phone to make him "happy"... everyone just say.." make your father happy.. dont make him feel pressured"... Its all about HIM!.. why doesnt anyone cares what i want for myself? This is the same as being GROUNDED!

swiss garden offer RM28 a day... but my grandfather dint giv me a cent working in his shop... $#$%#%$%$@%@!!!

Life...

Life... what is life... when we were born into this world... when we were kids... we never face a problem seriously, because the adults always take care of it and never let us interfere... and we always complain that they never listen...

But now...we realized that they were just over-protecting us... but we cant be kids forever... we prompt to fall in the process of growing up... but we need to learn how to get up again... i thought living is easy, and those who jump down from buildings are crazy... Maybe im crazy, because life gets harder and harder... i cant imagine my future if i cant get a decent job...

sometimes i wish we can just stay young... ply when we like it... play where we like it... free.. without anything to frown and worry about...

the sound of the heavy rain hitting on the roof... dats one of the reason i like the rain... sound of the rain washes the other noises in my head... and 舒解压力...

When its raining... it feels like the cloud is trying to make me feel better... feels like the cloud is crying with me...

Back from Kl and genting edi...

lol... 3days passed so fast... waseh... got abit sad when come back...
I saw many crazy roller coasters and rides at genting highland... never got a chance to play... cuz i pokai after buying a tropicana life backpack... xD cost me RM89.90... straight become the poor guy...

=|

"Can't take my eyes off of you, 'til i find someone new" "The Blower's Daughter" By Damien Rice

For all those ppl that make my day into SHIT!

I told you i cant do it... but you insist dat i can do it...
In the end, You are the disappointed and I become the disappointment...
Next time, when i tell you... "I don't want to play because I'm not good at it" Believe it...
If i'm good at it... if i had talent on dat... i'd surely kicked all of your asses out of my buddy list...
Why u guys needa ply when the games oni make us into enemies... One word, "Lanjiao"

And you... I dont know what you think, whether is good or bad... i dono
I guessed many times... But i still dont know.. its futile...
Why dont just give it up... stay out of my sight i no need take my sad face out...

And you... Stay out of other ppl's buisness... If u stick your nose into the my buisness... i will stick my Leg into your @ss...

And you... don't act bossy, You have that big body but u are not using it... instead ur just using that small brain to order me? IF YOU want me to do some work... you can just ask politely.. i will surely help you happily... but you use point the canon in ur F*king mouth at me and order me around... and stood there and just watch and "stay cool"... I tell you this... You are not abit of a f*king cool...

It is because people like you guys, that WE HUMANS grow MIDDLE FINGERS! so we can point it at you when we see you...

(eh don't simply guess is who wor, if think you really know but ur not sure... don simply tell ppl. If you really know, who cares what you will tell dat person...)

Random subjects ( Wednesday 4.11.09)

sigh... my schoolmates have all gone to taiping today... i decided not to go... I need some rest after those hustle and bustle i went thru this year... i guess i'll just stay home, even if it means immissing a whole load of fun... ><


I took this picture just outside of my house... My lil' garden (its just a bunch of wild grass) xD... haha im so pro... this picture is not bad... for a 3.2 megapixel camera!


actually... its just the laksa noodle... haha i guess it's too hot for you to handle xD!
(and he doesnt always look this stupid... he has some good looks... though i hate to admit it ><)
What is my dog doing!? is he feeling too hot down there?... LOL! i guess he wants a good air circulation xD!

The last picture was hillarious! Funny! LOLS!!!

Feels abit "off"

my life de schedule and routine feels abit "off" (blur blur... luan luan..) since i have nothing to do... i have been sitting in front of my comp for some time liao... normally i wake up will go brush teeth 1st... wash face and eat breakfast... Now, i wake up straight walk to comp room and start messin' with it... playing comp with blur blur de feeling... my face feels stiff becoz no wash... and my mouth with "fresh breath"... xD... since i stopped doing the things at the right time... i got this really messed up feeling... Makes my day feels like a dream... hahax

then.. i realized this feeling make me abit sick... straight go take a cool bath and take abit medication since im also feeling abit sick.. After doing those things and takin' some rest im feeling JUICED UP!~

Turn ON the speaker
Play the musics
Start the games~
Start my ownage! xD

the still 9 days left until the day i can go to KL and Genting Highlands with my homies~ i can't wait.. wahoo~ ><