i will just .. be me..

Tch...
Throw away all the worries..
Ignore those stupid ppl...
Leave that boring place...

From this point onwards..
I'll just be "me"
= Do what I like + Like what i do

Hmm..
i've got an idea...
I wish that i can just.. lose my memories..

Let my memories and "me"

Disappear
from this ---> World

and just Start Over

with a mind with no memories...

and let all of you.. to meet this person named "Calvin" again...

蔡健雅 - 若你碰到他 lyrics

08.若你碰到他
作詞：蔡健雅　作曲：蔡健雅

我的脆弱堅強　互相作戰
理性與感性　失去平衡感
不想讓自己　活在過去的遺憾
問宇宙　他是否還愛我嗎
這問題　早就有答案

若你碰到了　替我問候他
告訴他　我過得很美滿
已忘記他　已把淚水全部擦乾
若你碰到了　替我問候他
祝福他和他的另一半
不在乎他　不再愛也不再等待
就這樣吧　若你碰到他

愛　沒有絕對　雖曾經以為
我終於體會　愛不能倒退
該讓它頹廢　收起心碎

若你碰到了　替我問候他
告訴他　我過得很美滿
已忘記他　已把淚水全部擦乾
若你碰到了　替我問候他
祝福他和他的另一半
不在乎他　不再愛也不再等待
就這樣吧　若你碰到他


就這樣吧　若你碰到他

last 2 week.. i brought a kitten back home.. its a female.. she is so small and fragile... cant just leave her be...

But now... all my actions.. is all useless... she died this morning... when im at school...

me and my friends are still planning to take her to their house to ply... i guess i dont have the chance anymore...

sigh... it's all my fault.. i feel like i killed her... i feel like a killer now...

all of the things i did to protect her... feed her... resulted her death...


I'm just.. useless...

I'm.. sorry...

Sigh... How i wish i could just sit down quietly and just... sit there... for 10minutes.. 15minutes
Until i fall asleep... and wake up without having to worry about my homeworks and my life...

wish i could just lie down.. on a grassland.. and just feel the breeze... i wonder how it feels like...

i would like to know that feeling... yes i do...

ugh...

really not feeling well now...
part of the bad feeling is get from seeing other ppl's 臭脸。。。
part of the bad feeling is come from personal problems...

damn.. i need some sleep...
really feel stupid now... f**kin stupid...

每个人都会

爱是两人一张棉被
也是一人一瓶清水　都说对

爱是送一百枝玫瑰
也是让湿地开花蕊　就OK

人间的青草地　需要浇水
内心的花园就不会枯萎
把最甜最好的滋味 散播到东南西北

什麽比love love love love love更美
爱让人安心在梦中熟睡
Oh love love love love love 最美
美在每一个人都会

爱是让人感动流泪
也是停止制造伤悲　都答对

爱是为好朋友解围
也是为陌生人破费　就OK

爱肯付出的汗水 爱小王子的蔷薇
爱旅途上的兄弟姐妹 爱所有青山绿水
爱所有难忘约会 爱上对爱的体会

只有love love love love love最美
她会变成最安全的堡垒
什麽比love love love love love更美
美在只要用心都会学会

不用什麽只为　只要用心体会

爱让每人都有机会

wondrous...

hahas... friends are marvelous... they help u when u're in trouble...
they try to comfort u when u're sad...
they calm you down when u're angry...
they laugh with u when u're happy...
they are always by your side...

If u're bad in your studies... they tend to help you and be your study partner...
and together we strive...

But some friends like to kepoh other ppl's buisness...
they should know that " A hedge in between keeps friendships green "

Friends are not meant to last forever...
Who knows? maybe tomorrow one of your friends might be killed by a killer or die over a disease...
only god knows when they will go...
and that's why friends are so valuable...

So... I "LOVE" YOU, MY FRIENDS... (==)

aack pressure...

zzz... my brain says... get more tuition... study hard and try and get as many A's as you can...
my my body just won listen... i just want to lay on my bed and don't want to move anymore...

overall i like science... but now science branched into 3 subjects... chemistry, biology, physics...
i think i like chemistry and bio... but physics... physics is counted as science...
but why am i feeling like im learning maths when im learning physics...(i hate maths into the bones)

all the new terms... formulae... and that teacher that is so damn boring!!
But the one thing i like about physics is the physics tuition teacher, Mr Cheah...
He's anything but boring... his joke can be kinda lame but... I like his teaching method! XDD...

modern maths alone can bring me to hell... now that there's additional maths... im prompt to die..
AAAAAHHHH!

Die maths... die...

Well... im gonna go out cycling again... to feel the taste of "freedom" since i have been following a scheduled life...

1st day of school in 2010... form 4 life...

Everything went smoooothly in the morning... everyone is still relaxed and happy...

and this is the 1st time i felt really happy when i see my friends since PMR...

everything was ok...

Until it's afternoon....

Im superbly pissed off by someone ==...

ggaaaaaah!!!

suan liao... forgive and forget...