Plans for the future..=~=

1. find a way to make myself study... get some decent grades... and make it to form 5... try to be in the same class with my friends...

2.Form 5 SPM year... CHIIONG AH! study my heart out... try not to slack (feels impossible).. hope my friend will chiong with me...

3.If i get good SPM results.. i'll either do both of these...
choice a : follow neighbour's son (Kev Ong) go sunway study... taking pharmacy or study culinary arts... =p...

choice b : coz i don have enough money... so i can just go to UTAR at kampar... and hope for a bright future...

4.GET A GIRLFRIEND IN UNI/COLLEGE~~ w0000t~~ the best part... hehehhehe

5.wish i can be successful in my studies and graduate...

6. Find a decent job (and maybe will leave my gf T^T..) ... get enough money and buy my little house... and get myself a little PUPPY~ (to cure loneliness)

disenchanted... disconnect... disappear..

I chosed to be disenchanted.. to be free from these illusion and false belief...

wtf?

To all weirdos...

don come fucking around me and say im bad sucka...

its your own fault that you stuck ur nose into my personal buisness...
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hmm came bac from vacation.. cant say that i enjoyed it...
don really like this vacation...

well im back...
whether all of you haters like it or not... im gonna hang around for a long long time...

Cheers, Homies

Haiz

I want you to know its a little fucked up that I'm stuck here waiting. Tired of sitting and hating and making these excuses... For why you're not around, and feeling sorta useless.. It seems that one thing has been true all along, You don't really know what you've got till its gone... I guess I've had it with you... When you come back I won't be here..

Sunday... always so sien..

sunday... today... i skipped school activities to stay home and sleep...

until the sun shine on my face... syok dao!~ xD

washed my face.. brushed my teeth... then cycle around taman...

*deep breath* just another day in my life...

Everything change so fast sia...

Everything changed so fast... the friends that were in the same class with me last year, now studying in different class... sigh so boring without them..

Some of my friends even left school... and went elsewhere to study...

Some of my friends that are good with me last couple of months... now feels like complete strangers... so distant.. dont even feel like friends... they're just ppl i know...

Last couple of months... ppl that i thought were annoying turns out to be nice friends... no regrets in befriending them...

well.. so far so good... although im quite stressed every now and then... im ok...

Cheers...

have a nice day

Right now

Someone right now is leaving their apartment

Looking down at the street, wondering where their car went

Someone in the car sitting at a signal

In front of a restaraunt, staring through the window

at someone right now with their finger in their teeth

Who could use a little floss

Right across the street

there's somebody on the curb who really needs a jacket

spent half the rent at a bar getting plastered

Now he's gotta walk fourteen blocks

to work at a shop where he's about to get fired.

Someone right now is looking pretty tired

Staring at a laptop trying to get inspired

Somebody... living right across the street

She wrote the best things she's written all week,

but her best friends coughing up blood in the sink,

Can't even think what happened, feeling so confused

And he knows it looks bad but there's nothing he can do,

I wonder what it's like to be right there in his shoes

But no...
I'm just taking it in

Out the window of a hotel bedroom again,

Tommorrow.. I'll be gone I don't know when I'll be back

But in this world everything can change just like that,
Like that..
Just like that..

庐州月

庐州月光 洒在心上

月下的你不复当年模样

太多的伤

难诉衷肠

叹一句当时只道是寻常


庐州月光 梨花雨凉

如今的你又在谁的身旁

家乡月光

深深烙在我心上

却流不出当年泪光