My Thoughts 2.0

Wasted time D:

2011-09-02T23:52:00.000+08:00

BTW Sorry for being inactive for so long. i lost interest in blogging and i've got nothing to blog :x but im back so here goes

shit. SPM is coming and I am still staying up late tapping on the keyboard of my laptop and downloading stuffs. And obviously, this is BAD. should have spent the holidays by studying ugghh ==. Instead im clicking away with the new laptop i received as an early birthday gift from my father. Trials are coming next week and I haven't even started studying yet. Am going to flunk it if i dont start to study now. Gotta at least make some last preparations so that i wont fail my Bio, English and BM papers since both bio and english papers are my strong subjects and I MUST PASS BM for you-know-why.

Bought some past year questions for myself a few days ago. which is kinda fail since i haven't opened them since = ="... My relative who took SPM last year also left me with a ton of notes after she finished the test last year. Which is FAIL-ER because I left them in the corner of my room since the beginning of the year and they've been collecting dusts ever since. I wish someone would come and set a password on my laptop so that i can concentrate ~~after numerous fails from trying to guess the password and access my laptop so that i can play again RAWR~~ and make good use of all the notes and exercise books they've thrown at me.

hmm.. btw im downloading Pokemon Black and im gonna try it out tomorrow :DD ... FAIL

Cheers :)

Mmmm~

2011-06-11T17:01:00.002+08:00

so uh.. To let u all know ~ couple of days ago i went fishing with my buddies... Jared and his brother and a few others~ Actually it was more like "feeding-the-mosquito-while-fishing" rather than just "fishing" ! we're almost stinged to death by mosquitoes ... :(( at least i caught two fishes :P .. naah it's nothing to be proud of.. they're tiny fishes.. If i were to cook them.. they'll be finished in one bite! ( of course, i'll have to spit out the bones afterwards) ~ so we ended up feeding-the-mosquito-while-fishing from 11pm until 5am in da morning.. OMG == .. it's been 6 hours!!! god dammit it felt like 3 hours~ fishing is quite addictive :P

Sorry i forgot to snap any photos for this post :(

Ahh.. i feel so emo now... LOL TROLL!!

let's switch topics :) let's start some emoing!

Let the emo complaining start!

well, sometimes i just don't get ppl.. well yeah they treated me well~ they treated me fine.. But sometimes.. i feel like a toy... they text me and chat when they're bored.. (of course, i am bored too).. it also gave me company so i liked it.. But when im bored and they have their own things to do.. they'll say "Oh, im sleepy imma go sleep.. Oh im busy gonna go watch TV.. Oh im hanging out with my friends bye.."

~~FUCK YOU~~ i was watching tv when you want me to accompany you! i didn't reject u... ~~FUCK YOU~~ i was sleepy too but i stayed up as long as possible to accompany you ! ~~FUCK YOU~~ YOU"RE HANGING OUT WITH FRIENDS AND U DIN INVITE ME!? ~~sonovvabitchFUCKYOU~~

~~But~~ I admit i did ignore some ppl when they're texting me.. but dat's bcuz they wrote "SOHAI" ... "Ok your head".. "fuck you" "o0o"... Hell u're calling me to accompany you and you're cursing me? i know u wanna "set the mood" but u just "set me on fire" ... ~~maybe im a son of bitch too.. hmmmm~~

To think that i can miss you so much while you don't give a damn...
How can i miss you so much while you can't even bring yourself to send a text msg saying "hi"
I must be an IDIOT... yeah.. ==" sweat ...

K im done complaining :p.. *look down at my wristband that says "stop complaining"* ROFL swt ==

so.. yeah...uhhmm this song express me just okay i guess :x ... u might wanna close the music player on top of my blog and press the play button on the video if u wanna listen to it :x u might gonna wait for it to finishing buffering too

So uhh.. enjoy ~

Cheers

Have a good day .. ~~idontmeanit~~ :) sorry

Oh don't forget to "like" and give some reactions too :)

Crap ==

2011-06-07T13:39:00.003+08:00

what a crappy morning D: i feel your pain.. President Barack Obama.. *salute*

Most of my friends are "gone" .. "disappeared" .. "vanished" .. ~~"dead".. "murdered".. "killed"~~

Meh :\ .. im so bored

Jared Chicharito went into police cadets camp.. :(
Yi Leng went into the same camp, too.. :((
Nana Loveya too :(((
So is Yenyen Safegg :((((
Jeeyn Ling left sitiawan for penang .. :(((((
Kevin is gonna be joining a church camp .. BAH! :((((((

I miss you guys :( fb is cold without y'all and life is boring without y'all.................
~~fuckyouallihateyouallforleavingmealone!!~~ :P ( im being gay aint i ==" )

FUUUH! in the meantime im gonna hang out with
Gay keith , sometimes he's fun to be with but sometimes ge gets on my nerves~ SORRYAAA don cry :)
and Yeehung aka Bolxl :) he's always acting so cool :p
~~Gay and lame~~ Charismatic CHUAN! he's so cool! .... naaah ~ but i love him for fetching me and the homies around with his Roti Car~!
And PATTY PAT!!! Thou sometimes i kinda hate him (im so sorry but i love u) .. he's a fun guy to be with ~ Epic guy.. he's FLY!

~~gawd im feeling so bored writing this post~~
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2011-06-05T18:41:00.006+08:00

Somebody once told me,
Slip out the back before they know you were there.
At the worst you'll see nobody cares.
Because you don wanna be around when it goes all down.
Even heroes know when to be scared.

So I
Slipped out the back before you know i was there.
I know you felt unprepared.
But everytime i'm around i just bring you down.
And I could tell that it was time to be scared

That's why I
Slipped out the back before you know i was there.
I know the way i left wasn't fair.
I didn't wanna be around just to bring you down.
I'm no hero but don't think i didn't care

Fort Minor - Slip out the back

It's been a long time since i posted any lyrics...

But i can't help but to think that this song is talking to me everytime i played it.

this song.. it's quite EMO.. well not emo buut~ let's say its not a happy song

:P if yer intrested click on this!

If you don't like emo songs or raps.. don't bother clicking it...
~~goawayhaters~~

Oh my.. my my..

2011-05-20T19:00:00.000+08:00

Just a quick post.. uh.. quick update.. quick errr.. whatever u wanna call it :P ~~quick silver lol!~~
so uh.. i just went thru my msn chat logs over the past few years .. and uhhm.. i just found out that i was abit .. dumb == .. the way i chatted.. what a JERK.. SO ANNOYING!!!

Lol seriusly im scolding myself.. i always thot i was nice to everyone.. but now i think .. i was kinda wrong :(

anyways.. i apologize to anyone i offended in the past.. i know im annoying and im an asshole..

*EMO*

meh juusst kiddin

stalkers

2011-05-19T14:50:00.000+08:00

Aight.. today im gonna talk about stalkers .. not just ANY stalker ! the stalkers im talking about is the mighty stalkers of Facebook !

Now.. don't ever underestimate them.. kuz they can press the "like" button faster than anyone else.. they're always the 1st to "like" EVERYTHING! THEY.. ARE ON A WHOLE NEW LEVEL! ~~OMGGGGG~~

You might not know anything about them.. BUT.. they know EVERYTHING about YOU! ~~muahahhahahaha !!~~

= = Okay..

And u know what's better? I got a friend that actually like that! Yenyen Safegg ... Click her name to visit her FB page! eeheemm.. her profile picture might scare u though ~~AHAHAHAHHAHAHA~~ = = juuuust kiddin

There's two kind of stalkers IMO... the 1st one is like my friend, she likes everything in her fb homepage..
The other one.. is the creepy one.. u may not have met he/she b4 .. but.. he/she knows everything about you.. he/she went through ur profile.. viewed all ur profile pictures.. read all ur notes.. viewed all ur albums , songs, videos ZOMFG!! and the worst thing about it.. is that you have no idea he/she has done ALL THAT >.> FFFFRRUUUUCCKKK ! ~~wtfimgonnafindthismuffukaandfukhemupbEETCCHH~~

But aww.. being stalked is not that bad laahh.. it just means that we/you/he/she is/are attractive xD (ROFLOLMAO) it can be a good thing :) especially if the stalker look like this !

WOOOTT ~~OHYEAHSTALKMEPLEEAASEEE ROOOARR~~

= =

Oh yeah and uhm.. leave some comment about you're opinions bout stalkers too

LET ME KNOW
DOWN BEROW ~ #peterchaowooot ;x

exams again

2011-05-12T14:43:00.000+08:00

Exam's here again... this time i lost motivation for abit..

But one of my friends.. he's so hardworking.. i wondered where his motivation came from...

then i found out.. it's that special someone.. in order to reach her.. he's working his ass off..

A special someone huh.. a special someone of my own.. which is it?

Her?... her? ... or her?

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Oh shit im spitting emo shits again :X ~

Oh well im gonna go find my own motivation.. yeah :)

cheers

Violence?

2011-05-08T21:31:00.002+08:00

Lol violence..
some say "u cant solve any problem with violence"
and some say "if the problem cant be solved after u used violence, then dat means u're not violent enough"

LOL TROLL = =

actually what i wanna say is..

~~fuck it~~ SCREW IT!!!

what's going on wit girl students these days!? i know boys fight alot but.. GIRLS!?
this is just plain wrong.. it's so wrong.. ~~you'll keep going left kuz u cant go right.. = = bad joke~~
This girl.. my my.. i don even think i can call this "thing" as a girl.. it's like she's not even human zzz
i mean.. why the ~~fuck~~ wud she go cut a "special" child's hair and beat her up.. FOR FUN ? i know that "special" child not that sociable but .. WHY THE FUUUUCCKK wud she beat her up?

To tell the truth.. i feel bad for this "girl" wwwcherryboom.blogspot.com (click to visit her blog.. ~~and post some bad words and curse her~~ ) i feel bad for her kuz.. after that betch beat that other poor girl up, it makes wanna make sure that betch get beaten up too.. =x=

By now, most people in malaysia would know about this girl and im sure most of them think this 13year old girl is a betch and some would wanna give this girl a lesson.. mmmm.. my my.. i'll pray for you , violent girl :) i pray your face will get some red , some blue, and some purples :)

k bye = = .. :x

Singing huh?

2011-05-02T21:00:00.002+08:00

Singing huh? of course.. i like it.. i sing when im happy.. i sing a lil bit when im down.. i sing in my shower.. i sing when i wanted to...

I don like it when im forced to sing.. i don like it when i need to sing a sad song when im happy ; i hate it more when i am told to sing a happy song when im sad = = ...

Since i joined the choir club in my school... all the habits above has become quite the problems to my school life.. yeah i was praised by my choir teacher that my voice is nice , but that was when i felt like singing.. and on the next day, i got ~~fucked~~ scolded by the same teacher that praised me.. kuz i keep singing the wrong pitch.. and caused me to lose my chance to perform solo :(( and yeah.. i was supposed to sing a solo = =

Arghh blah blah blah.. that teacher said.. My voice can be very beautiful, it can be very ugly at the same time = =.. she also said that it's a waste that i cant use this "gift" god has bestowed upon me.. AHH seriusly.. her words are putting a heavy pressure on my shoulders !!!!

Life after secondary school?

2011-04-27T16:17:00.001+08:00

Lolol~ the future sure is blurry.. which road should i take hmm? Sunway or taylor's? MUFY or A- level? well the most important questions in life was never easy .. oh well~

So.. this is my plan !
1.. Im gonna score some real nice grades in SPM ... somehow ... i think..
2. Then gonna take my chances and apply for MUFY (Monash Uni Foundation Year) in Sunway..
3. Somehow .. score a minimum of 85 in English, Bio, Chem and Maths... so that i can take Pharmacy in Monash
4. If i don't , then i will go apply for Pharmacy in Taylor's instead ~
5. study pharm for 4 years
6. Practical 2 years.. work for government 3 years..
7.. WOOO~ Pharmacist HO !@#$%^#$%^&%^ teeheee :P
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heh.. i don like to plan stuffs actually.. i guess i'll just go with the flow.. i've always been that way actually :)

Oh hey.. does anyone notice that Taylor's uni geh logo is kinda like an inverted smiley face? hmmm?? no?

oh..

FAIL!!

Daaangg !

2011-04-17T12:46:00.002+08:00

Ever watched to SOL a.k.a Taeyang's "Look Only At Me" music vid? In that video.. Taeyang tried to ask his girl out but his girl said that she's at the library and she had to prepare for her test .. But then Taeyang caught her hangin out wit another boy in a cafe while he's chillin wit his homies.. turns out she's cheating on him *lewl~*

watch this if ya wanna know more

( fyi.. in the end it's just a dream tho.. stewpid taeyang aha! = =" )

Well.. a similar incident happened yesterday night when i was chillin with my buddies at a "mamak" store.. (it's like a restaurant thingy too if ya wanna know wut that means) .. there were five of us.. me , chuan, waihon , kev and teong

And then , i saw a girl.. walking by, with a boy, i thought she looked familiar and i realized, she's one of my friend's crush.( im not gonna say his and her name ) There's like a "you like me , i like you " thing going on between these two and they texted each other once in a while.. my friend got f**ked up after seeing her being close wit other boys

dang this girl just .. woo lets-hook-up-wit-another-guy while being in a lovey dovey situation wit this guy too!.. screw that bitch.. Its not cool! i mean, i know that girl haven gone serious wit my boy yet but u shud quit flirting wit my boy after u hook up wit another guy ..

Lol, im so worked up teeeheee... but im kinda shocked that things like these can actually happen.. i thought these things could only happen in music video or dramas.. wooot ~.~

Oh well.. i guess we'll just laugh it off~

:p

meeehh.. fail

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2011-04-14T14:28:00.001+08:00

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2011-04-13T18:21:00.000+08:00

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English Song woot

2011-04-12T18:40:00.001+08:00

Ever since she's gone.. I've stopped listening to korean songs that often.. But i still getting a healthy dose of BIGBANG (of course!)... I'm a loyal VIP :P

In exchange.. i've returned to listening english song , just like i did 2 years ago!.. Oh danngg i miss Ne-Yo 's song s.. Im addicted to his ONE IN A MILLION !! Im not sure if you like him but i strongly introduce this song :)

And lately i've been watching youtube a whole lot more.. and do u know that youtube is actually dominated by asians ? i mean.. the most of the famous youtubers are asians! Im talking about NigaHiga, Kevjumba, Peter chao, TimothyDeLaGhetto.. Not forgetting AJ Rafael. JR Aquino. J Reyez ! They are all top youtubers and they're all ASIANS!!!

Ok.. coming back to the topic.. what i wanna say is.. i love SONG COVERS done by AJ Rafael and JR Aquino.. Remixes done by J Reyez are dope stuff too!! :) u guys should really head to youtube and check them out!
Oh I'm gonna post some of the songs im addicted to right now =VVVV=

Here's J Reyez's remix :p

And I <3 the chorus in this song x)

I know some of you guys like korean songs more.. but ya guys shud give english song some chances x)

Back ;x

2011-04-08T15:56:00.000+08:00

Ohh.. i've left this blog inactive for sooooo long !! I think i've stopped blogging since my 1st monthly test started ... hmm.. actually i don really have that many schtuffs to share wit u guys.. =\

I've found an amazing song the other day sang by an amazing youtuber and i am SO in love with it lol~

the one who sang this song is called AJ Rafael and i've always wanted to sing like him but couldn't =(

you guys should really check it out.. :D

and lately.. i've been wondering.. should i get a girlfriend? ROFL .. i have a few nice targets but im not sure i should take any action :\ ...hmmm

Oh well..

Holiday X) !

2011-03-12T20:47:00.000+08:00

Wow, it has been a very long time since i updated my blog... long enough to make me almost forget about the fact that i had a blog! hehehe what exaggeration ..

The reason why i have been gone for this past couple of weeks is that monthly test is closing in.. well... at first i wasn't studying but i did when the test came too close for comfort.. I spend most of my time studying biology and as a result, i got the highest score in class for that subject! #nose-getting-higher-n-higher ... But my chemistry and physics isn't that good tho due to the fact that i din pay much attention to them... AND!! I improved my maths and addmaths!! this made me so happy lol ! why? because i failed both subject last year #regretting = \

Okay! enough bout those school and study stuffs... At last, the time that almost all students love has come! ITS THE HOLIDAYS!! and once again.. I'll be Casper OhHolidays #giggles ...

And I'm going to listen "undang-undang" in order to get an "L" license so that i can ride a motorbike legally teehee =v= yup im excited...

Oh..I went for a dinner with friends in a restaurant called "Kenneth's Place" (again) teeheee... i ate so much that night ! my stomach is so bloated until i have trouble sleeping.. Orz !!! and there was this puppy in the restaurant.. It was so cute.. DUH!?

But it seems that some people don't really like puppies..they tried to kill them!

and some love them until they wanna .. MILK theM?

ROFL ~ MY FRIENDS ARE GAY CASANOVAS!!!

FAIL'd

2011-02-27T17:42:00.001+08:00

Monthly test!

2011-02-20T13:39:00.000+08:00

For some unknown reasons.. I've started to miss her... I mean, who wouldn't miss a person that has accompanied them for half a year when they're alone? It has kinda disturbed my mood to study.. :(

And when I say that it disturbed my mood to study.. I mean it! Monthly test is 2days away and I'm still here.. emo-ing.. ughh, i feel like taking a knife and carve my heart out so that it wouldn't hurt -,- . Mehh I'm just kidding..

But the fact that monthly test is 2 days away isn't a joke. I've been siting in front of my studying table and staring at the reference book for half an hour and uh.. I still don't get it! Even if i got it.. i would just forget them in like.. 2minutes .. LOL~

Anyways.. To others who are facing the monthly test soon..
LET'S DO OUR BEST!! AZA AZA FIGHTING! x)

No Rain

2011-01-31T15:26:00.000+08:00

Yup empty inbox on my phone today. Kinda sad but.. Oh well~

At least there's no rain today... YET~

Found this picture on a random website today
I thought it was kinda cute so..
I decided to post it. =P

Jonathan & Chuan's Birthday

2011-01-27T15:34:00.001+08:00

This Monday was Jonathan's birthday.. But we celebrated it on Tuesday because we're busy on Monday.
Oh and Chuan's birthday is also on Tuesday!

(I don't have the mood to write so much now so this is going to be a little short)

And so, Jonathan decided to celebrate his birthday in a restaurant called Kenneth's Place at 7.30pm
I ordered a plate of Grilled Chicken and Kenneth's Burger xD yeah i ate 2 rounds w00t!

Yes! Photo time !
Lately Keith likes to take photos with his "stroke face" on~

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And Bolxl a.k.a Yeehung Joined him too~

And then we sang a happy birthday song for the bday boys

Then the celebration ended, But the night is still young =v=
We headed straight to tesco and played until 10.30 =\

w00t FAIL'd cam whores xD

Weirdest dream ever!

2011-01-23T18:25:00.003+08:00

Okay. Sunday, Afternoon

I just had the strangest dream ever, I'm uh gonna blog this because, I don't have anyone to express this to? ( this reason sounds sad lol)

This post is going to be abit confusing. It's because by now, the memory of that weird dream i had just now has become a bit foggy, in bits, like a bowl of messed-up porridge ( i don't know why used porridge as a comparison).

Okay, All i remember in this dream is kind of, repeating itself.
I mean, when you "die" in your dream, you'd probably just wake up right?
But I "died" 3 or 4 times (i don't remember) in my dream, and still haven't woke up Orz
And there is once.. i was "killed" by my friend from school LOL?
He f'kin chased me around and i f'kin ran away from him. But yeah, I still f'kin died Orz
Weeeeeiirrd~
Hmm, This wasn't a good dream and it wasn't a nightmare too, since i wasn't feeling scared o.o

Kinda feels like, A dream in a dream. << w00t confusing

But hey, This dream is similar to a movie i watched last few weeks.
It's called INCEPTION.. Heard of it?

This movie is also about dreams, dream within dream, all that sick ass dreamy stuff =\
You can read the plot yourselves HERE
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But im still alive. yup xD

FAIL'd dream =3=

Back for more FAILs

2011-01-20T17:50:00.002+08:00

I just went for an outing with my friends

We went to the McDonald's, Tesco Mall, and Marina Island. All in one day~
How's that for an outing~ =v=

Have you guys ever seen a show called Masked Rider a.k.a. Kamen Rider on the TV?
If u haven, that's ok. but it's better if u have.

WARNING!! REALLY FAIL PHOTOS BELOW!
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here goes xD

AH! U guys recognize that little black ball under Jared's feet rite? It's the Big Black Balls from Marina Island.
xD

Watched too many Kamen Rider shows edi . Swt =.="

Oh my...

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ROFLOLMAOFAIL~

If ur going to tesco soon.. Go check out the Samsung Galaxy Tab there. Jared used my photo as the wallpaper for it.. oh my... I hope the staffs there delete my photo ASAP

（纯粹玩玩）(Just Fooling Around)

Concave and Convex!!

2011-01-17T15:44:00.002+08:00

Today in physics class.. it was the usual calculations.. the usual wavelengths, frequencies and amplitudes.

I nearly slept in class because im not really a fan of calculations~ Orz

But then Mr Siah Pang Sing, our physic teacher, gave us some concave and convex lenses~

Normally, a student will just see through them or touch them for 10secs and they wud just hand over those lenses to the students at the back but.. Jared, my friend, isn't that "normal"

Why? i'll show u why -,-

these are concave lenses

LOL OK.. This one looks like our Chemistry teacher ~.~

these are convex lenses

W0000T! Okay, Please Don't Freak Out Now
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ROFLOLMAOROAR!!! FAIL

Learning English (?)

2011-01-11T18:31:00.001+08:00

Oh yea this morning, I had an english period and the Teacher is Madam Ng Moy Yoon (not sure its the correct spelling but.. whatever.)

Aaaandd. the class started and my teacher, mdm ng started teaching. She wanted us to write an essay, a news report about car accidents to be exact.

Our teacher showed us some new words and pointed out common mistakes caused by students.. and they're "sibeh" Random and kinda funny..

She said that this was the sentence one of her student made
"I pressed the oil and tried to cut the car in front. But suddenly I lost control of the car. I tried to brake but the brake no eat! when the scar stopped, I came out from the car and found out that the wheels have no flower."

Try to imagine that there's a bucket of oil in the car that u need to PRESS if u wanna accelerate.
Try to imagine that your car have blades that can CUT the car infront (hey that feels cool!! -.-)
Try to imagine that brakes can EAT! LOL
Try to imagine that the wheels of your car have real flowers stuck on them.

Stupid asian mistakes...
LOLRaaaaaaaaaaandom!~

Ok, this is fail. i feel so noob now -.- im gonna go finish my homeworks. Ciao~

2011 part II

2011-01-05T15:46:00.002+08:00

-5th day of 2011
-3rd day in Form 5

I actually did my homework!! Rofl. It may seems normal for you if u always finish ur homeworks. It may makes u think that im crazy for saying this, too!

But u gotta know.. i finish my homework once in like, 2 months.. but this is last year's case -.-
I started listening to the teacher's teachings, too.. except for history period lol. Its too boring.

Its been 3 days since school reopened. But the Block of classrooms that I study in.....
STILL HAVE NO ELECTRICITY!!
how can this be!? i mean.. every part of the school have electricity EXCEPT for the block of classes me and my frens study in... If there is no electricty tomoro.. I'm gonna feel so fcked up...
U gotta be kidding me! honestly my body has been sweating for the whole morning -.-

Wish this prob can be solved soon..
Cheers ROFL

2011 (?)

2011-01-02T16:04:00.000+08:00

2011.. kinda sucks...

For some reason many F'd up things happened and i feel sick...

o0o for jan of 2011

2011!!!

2011-01-01T12:17:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!~

2010-12-29T12:51:00.000+08:00

If i have wings,

I would like to fly in that sky.

But it would be better,

If you can fly with me too.

Sleepover Part 2

2010-12-27T11:11:00.002+08:00

Orz i've forgot to write about part 2... have been kinda lazy to write a new post.. this time ain't gonna be long either =\
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So, day 2.
1st thing i noticed when I woke up.. is that my ass hurts because i slept on the rock-hard floor for uh.. 8 hours...

I was like *whoooo~* time to wake up. then i saw 2 bodies still sleepin beside me.. It's Bolxl (yeehung) and keith, still sleeping like babies.. -.-

ROFL @ Bolxl's sleep pose

Oh.. i'll also show u why my ass hurts when i woke up...

The red circle is the place i slept.. and u can see that the place i put my ass has no cushion..
they were suppose to share the cushion -,- ..l.. ROOOAORR >:[

I woke up at 10am..
And these two babies continued sleeping until 1pm in the afternoon.. PIGS!!

After lunch.. we spent the whole day watching cartoons < ROFLOLMAO

I kinda forgot about what we did.. gosh im getting old.

Then at night we slept at 3am.. and thank god.. this time. we slept upstairs..

upstairs = bed = no sleeping on floor = no sore ass next morning !! = *WIN*

xD
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Cheers

Days in keith's house Part one

2010-12-22T02:18:00.002+08:00

i've been staying in keith's house since yesterday afternoon..

we did gay things together that day until 2am in morning!! we !@#$% and %^& each other until we!@#$%#$%^&

Nuu.. just kidding -,-" actually we're learning japanese, we did that using with google translate <<< LOL
At first Keith, Yeehung and me were just learning 1,2,3 in japanese.. = ichi ,ni , san , yon , go , roku, nana , hachi , kyuu , juu... But then, horror strucked [LOL @horror strucked]

It started to get boring and we started learning bad words in japanese. yeehung and keith started translating " F*** you" "You're gay" "suck my d***" and all kinds of stupid rubbish..

what came out was.. these long complicated japanese words that none of us understand..

and for no reasons.. we laughed like sakais.. then we copied the japanese sentence and pasted it on facebook.. then we LOL'd harder. << cuz nobody knew what we were saying.. >.> they diidn't know that we were scolding bad words at them.

We also watched some comedy movie and cooked some snacks to eat.. we are sure gonna gain weight soon ~.~ Then we slept at 2pm..

The next day. while i wake up at 10am.. Keith and Yeehung continued sleeping until 1pm Orz..

Im kinda tired to continue writing. i'll just continue in part 2 <<< ROFL

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There's a part two for the second day O_O.. that means, more chedapao, more FAILs.. and hopefully some WIN Photos >.>

Fresh Start

2010-12-22T01:02:00.004+08:00

* I've found a way to recover my account.. so im using back my old account Orz *

hehe. sorry all, i didn't update my previous blog because i cant login into it anymore. =\
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But I'm back! well, just to update my new blog lar~ teehee...

These few days, people started treating me differently, they started treating me better. I don't know why but, I LIKE IT :)

During this holiday. I got used to being alone, started to feel that, being alone is not so boring and awful after all. [LOL EMO]

But i also got go outing with friends sometimes lah! I hang'd out with jared, dogless, keith, huiquan, huiren, and gay songding. Oh... and last week was the first time going to marina island for me <<< FAIL -.-
Oh and we did some baad things there. for e.g. Breaking into a show house << ROFL -.-

I'll try to upload some pictures orz
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messing with the bed -.-

Got food? << ROFL

I got too high -,-|||

actually there are more photos. but im just being lazy. teeehheeee
I guess dat's all, folks!
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YAY FIRST POST IN NEW BLOG!! << WTF!?

CHANGES!

2010-08-27T17:52:00.000+08:00

Hahahahas!! Everyone!!

i had a haircut just now! and i changed my hairstyle..

DAVID BECKHAM HAIRSTYLE!! W00T! (andy lau hairstyle oso sama same)

15th August until 21st August

2010-08-21T15:22:00.006+08:00

This week, we got a choir competition for Hari Kebangsaan!~

At 1st the boys are not cooperating, oh well, boys ma~
but in the end they also cooperate a bit bit..

when we are rehearsing i saw this w00t!!!

Oh whitney, what happened to your hairrrr
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Tuesday, back home.. i was going to toilet and i saw something crawling in my kitchen w00ts.. wee something crawling!~

Its a monitor lizard, the size isn't quite big. But FEISTY!
But in the end, it still died.. my grandma killed it.. 0.0!!
she smacked it with a cangkul *bam bam*
then the lizard hid under my fridge..
then my grandma poured boiling water under the fridge, that lizard is "boiled to death"
LOLS anyway here's the picha when it "left" =v=

It made an XD face when it died lols!
死不瞑目 sigh

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Friday, its the day that sang our heart out.. but "ANDY" sing too loud, literally screaming.. and 走音 until.. until HAIZZZ... some other guys oso 走音..

We didn't get any place in that competition.. but i heard we got 87 marks .. quite high liao.. shud feel proud edi..

How Chuan is so patriotic lolx~
and so, the competition ended... but somehow my girl classmates isnt satisfied wit the results tho, dono why =\
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Friday afternoon! went out and ate lunch with jared and douglas.. then went to jared's house.. and ply =v=
this is wat happened, see for yourselves =)

Yeah.. so hardworking, playing psp all day =.=".. oh, that smiley face guy is me xp

Haters, stop hating, start loving..
quitters, stop quitting, start living ..

Aiyoyo

2010-08-14T20:04:00.003+08:00

sad lo... everybody having fun at interact installation while i stay at home... maybe they all having great fun..

I WANNA GO T^T!!!but i cant ><"

My PSP

2010-08-14T17:33:00.003+08:00

A week ago.. i bought a psp from chee sian > http://cheesian123.blogspot.com/ check out his blog~

the psp i bought is a 3000series psp a.k.a PSP3000
It is piano black in colour.. got minor scratches on its body when i took it from chee sian.. aww sad ='(

took some picha of it... here it is =D

I bought a aluminium case to protect it.. Costs me 60riggit..
(some ppl say money talks, but my money always say goodbye ><")

=V= \/

teehee~ now everynight i sleep very late cuz keep plying this thing xD.. i've got the panda eyes edi @@"

Hey.. if somebody reading this post and you have a nice game in your psp.. pls intro me!! xD

have a nice day.. CHEERS!

its been a long time!~

2010-08-13T19:40:00.000+08:00

w00t.. wery long time din update this blog edi...

let's see..
-i bought a psp
-my class got spotchecked

ORZ.. nothing much happened ><" .. the best part is the psp xD hahahahaha!!!!!

明天，去 KL 了咯

2010-06-14T18:15:00.002+08:00

明天将会离开这里~ 去到 KL 参加 CAMP 哈哈

有点不舍得这里咧...

有点怕忘了带东西 ORZ

思 • 想

2010-06-10T15:56:00.000+08:00

时间过得好快
记忆却停留在我们的脑海中

有些人完全改变；
有些人却还是一样。

有些人散得远远的；

有些人却接近，陪伴。

有些人选择放开；
有些人却还紧紧地握着。

我不知道我接下来的路这么走，但我知道我一定会走下去。
不管是有人陪伴，或是一个人，我想。。没关系吧。。

Exam week...

2010-06-02T20:35:00.003+08:00

This couple of week... is the tiring exam week... casper felt ever so tired when he gets back home from school after the exam... he squeezed the brain juices he had into the test paper... seriously.. he tried...

casper hates bitches...

and oh... casper found out his bike in a serious condition of damage... will send it for maintenance soon... hope it'll be alright...

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seriously... im quite stressed out... cant sleep at night.. cant wake up in the morning.. wake up feeling so damn shit low.. craps in my head... why'd the world had to be so harsh...

DIAO DIAO DIAO!!!!!

去死吧！啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！！

Mr Calvin had a haircut... a very tragic haircut...

2010-05-15T19:17:00.002+08:00

Today.. Mr Calvin went for a haircut... he told the stylist to keep the length... DO NOT cut too short.. "oh okay~" the stylist replied. *cut cut cut*, finally the stylist finished the haircut. When Mr Calvin put on his spectacles to see what does his new hairstyle look like, "OH MY GOD !!!" he thought, his fringe (the hair infront) is so short! But he kept his cool. Mr Calvin was all smiles after the haircut, until he reaches home. He quickly rushed and stood in front of the mirror. "SIIGGHH!!!" he sighed loudly. he became depressed because the fringe that he kept for 5months is gone! A sad state he was in. But then he said something to himself "well~ i'll just wait for another 5 months to get my fringe back... and at least, my eye won't get irritated since my long fringe is gone now." And then, he took his phone up, and played a "happy" song. He knows it in his heart, although he may get laughed by his fellow students, his hairstyle is just temporary, it'll grow long and thick again.

Mr Calvin had a haircut... a very tragic haircut... END

Bad luck sia ~~ >.<.

2010-05-02T21:06:00.001+08:00

TODAY is the most unlucky day of my ENTIRE LIFE!!!!

-Give a stranger scold
-Give fren fang fei ji
-stung by a bee

-injured my toe... pain ah~ BLEEDING!!!

-both leg blistering(Bubbles)... AAAAH PAIN!!! BCOME BAIKA EDI!!

other than that... i had KFC with my friends... my crazy friends... lols

i cant even walk properly now.. so pain~ i donwan go school~

Plans for the future..=~=

2010-04-29T20:18:00.000+08:00

1. find a way to make myself study... get some decent grades... and make it to form 5... try to be in the same class with my friends...

2.Form 5 SPM year... CHIIONG AH! study my heart out... try not to slack (feels impossible).. hope my friend will chiong with me...

3.If i get good SPM results.. i'll either do both of these...
choice a : follow neighbour's son (Kev Ong) go sunway study... taking pharmacy or study culinary arts... =p...

choice b : coz i don have enough money... so i can just go to UTAR at kampar... and hope for a bright future...

4.GET A GIRLFRIEND IN UNI/COLLEGE~~ w0000t~~ the best part... hehehhehe

5.wish i can be successful in my studies and graduate...

6. Find a decent job (and maybe will leave my gf T^T..) ... get enough money and buy my little house... and get myself a little PUPPY~ (to cure loneliness)

disenchanted... disconnect... disappear..

2010-04-22T14:26:00.000+08:00

I chosed to be disenchanted.. to be free from these illusion and false belief...

wtf?

2010-04-20T20:47:00.002+08:00

To all weirdos...

don come fucking around me and say im bad sucka...

its your own fault that you stuck ur nose into my personal buisness...
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hmm came bac from vacation.. cant say that i enjoyed it...
don really like this vacation...

well im back...
whether all of you haters like it or not... im gonna hang around for a long long time...

Cheers, Homies

Haiz

2010-04-13T18:03:00.007+08:00

I want you to know its a little fucked up that I'm stuck here waiting. Tired of sitting and hating and making these excuses... For why you're not around, and feeling sorta useless.. It seems that one thing has been true all along, You don't really know what you've got till its gone... I guess I've had it with you... When you come back I won't be here..

Sunday... always so sien..

2010-04-11T10:47:00.002+08:00

sunday... today... i skipped school activities to stay home and sleep...

until the sun shine on my face... syok dao!~ xD

washed my face.. brushed my teeth... then cycle around taman...

*deep breath* just another day in my life...

Everything change so fast sia...

2010-04-08T20:10:00.001+08:00

Everything changed so fast... the friends that were in the same class with me last year, now studying in different class... sigh so boring without them..

Some of my friends even left school... and went elsewhere to study...

Some of my friends that are good with me last couple of months... now feels like complete strangers... so distant.. dont even feel like friends... they're just ppl i know...

Last couple of months... ppl that i thought were annoying turns out to be nice friends... no regrets in befriending them...

well.. so far so good... although im quite stressed every now and then... im ok...

Cheers...

have a nice day

Right now

2010-04-04T17:19:00.003+08:00

Someone right now is leaving their apartment

Looking down at the street, wondering where their car went

Someone in the car sitting at a signal

In front of a restaraunt, staring through the window

at someone right now with their finger in their teeth

Who could use a little floss

Right across the street

there's somebody on the curb who really needs a jacket

spent half the rent at a bar getting plastered

Now he's gotta walk fourteen blocks

to work at a shop where he's about to get fired.

Someone right now is looking pretty tired

Staring at a laptop trying to get inspired

Somebody... living right across the street

She wrote the best things she's written all week,

but her best friends coughing up blood in the sink,

Can't even think what happened, feeling so confused

And he knows it looks bad but there's nothing he can do,

I wonder what it's like to be right there in his shoes

But no...
I'm just taking it in

Out the window of a hotel bedroom again,

Tommorrow.. I'll be gone I don't know when I'll be back

But in this world everything can change just like that,
Like that..
Just like that..

庐州月

2010-04-03T10:13:00.001+08:00

庐州月光洒在心上

月下的你不复当年模样

太多的伤

难诉衷肠

叹一句当时只道是寻常

庐州月光梨花雨凉

如今的你又在谁的身旁

家乡月光

深深烙在我心上

却流不出当年泪光

0.0 ??

2010-03-31T15:56:00.000+08:00

hmm... my grandma just now ask me why today why smiling at home so much, since i don smile that much at home.. she asked "what is so funny? did anything happy happen?" lols..

actually i oso dono why i smiling.. maybe i thinking about something nice gua..

seriously... i think im smiling without any specific reason...

maybe ki siao edi... =P..

Cheers from bamboo-lidi-man XD

Vanilla Twilight - Owl City

2010-03-28T19:37:00.002+08:00

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you dear
'Cause I wish you were here  ;)

Hmm... :)

2010-03-28T19:32:00.002+08:00

This few days, i feel refreshed... feel so light... no weights on my shoulder... no problems in my head...

Everything just felt so clear... 原来放下以前的问题过后，感觉那么好。。。

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i will not hate... i will not hold any grudge...

I will simply MOVE ON... Maybe this is the best for all of us.. cheers.. no hard feelings ;)
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NEW LIFE W0000TS~

Have a good day... Cheers =)

X

2010-03-25T15:08:00.008+08:00

说感觉
不只嗅觉还有味觉
有触觉听觉

到体会都是误会
偶而约会
却没有感觉

说圆缺从不妥协
玩玩另类
就为爱流泪

夹脚鞋走遍世界
甚么是品味？是态度决定一切。。。

虚伪

撕裂

你怎么解释这些?

冷却

热烈

一個又一個

2010-03-23T20:34:00.002+08:00

走了一個忘了一個

才懂眼淚對自己最殘忍

笑著不會不捨得

;

來了一個愛了一個

只要確定感覺是真的

怕了就當作是傷多一刻

這一個或許是對的人

Congratulations~

2010-03-22T14:56:00.001+08:00

gratz gratz... u've finally made me let go..

祝福你!~

have a nice day brudders!~ =\

lols. interesting sight that i encountered...

2010-03-16T20:07:00.005+08:00

w00t.. this afternoon... i felt quite bored and scared of feeling sad and depressed again... so i went cycling and find "myself" .. lols.. lame ==

then.. i cycle slow slow.. finally reached jared's house... after hanging out in his house for some time... we went to his mother's shop (teach beauty care de)... after i locked both of our bicycles.. i noticed something... there was two motorbikes that was parked near our bicycles.. the colours of those motorcycles match the colours of our bicycle...

these are the pictures...

and TRANSFORM!!!!!!!!!!

TA DA!~ aint that nice!?.. (...)

2010-03-15T14:20:00.003+08:00

u changed so much... U changed from a good friend .. to a jerk... then to a motherfucker...

don't fuck with me muthafucka... better stop before i swing my fist into your face...

You think you will happy if u stopped thinking about the bad stuff... Let me tell u something... That's called ESCAPING FROM REALITY... and thats what MUTHAFUCKAS DO!

U actually made me sick... i feel so fucking sick when i hear ur name... i feel so fucking sick when i thought of your fucking face in my head... i feel so fucking sick with your new pattern...

You think your face is cool? think again... i want to step on your face with my smelly foot without a second thought...

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well... have a good day muthafuckas...

hmm?

2010-03-14T09:17:00.001+08:00

hmm... this song.. makes me sad... makes me wanna break into tears...

but why... why cant i press the stop button...

tch...

林宥嘉说谎

2010-03-13T20:39:00.006+08:00

是有过几个不错对象
说起来并不寂寞孤单
可能我浪荡让人家不安
才会结果都阵亡
我没有什麽阴影魔障
你千万不要放在心上
我又不脆弱何况那算什麽伤
反正爱情不就都这样

我没有说谎我何必说谎
你懂我的我对你从来就不会假装
我哪有说谎请别以为你有多难忘
笑是真的不是我逞强

我好久没来这间餐厅
没想到已经换了装潢
角落那窗口闻得到玫瑰花香
被你一说是有些印象

我没有说谎我何必说谎
你知道的我缺点之一就是很健忘
我哪有说谎是很感谢今晚的相伴
但我竟然有些不习惯

我没有说谎我何必说谎
爱一个人没爱到难道就会怎麽样
别说我说谎人生已经如此的艰难
有些事情就不要拆穿

我没有说谎是爱情说谎
它带你来骗我说渴望的有可能有希望
我没有说谎祝你做个幸福的新娘
我的心事请你就遗忘

hmm my buddy came back from johor..

2010-03-13T15:41:00.003+08:00

yep... i started talking to her... by the strangest way...
i was talking to another ppl... and then suddenly she comes in and support me...
i've won the discussion...

from that moment onwards... we're friends...
hahas.. she's quite "cute"... not face "cute"... its attitude "cute"...
She's thin like kayu... But many ppl wan kao her...
hahas.. but she's not my type...
she's a good friend tho... A GOOD BUDDY...

She's oso one of the most weird and complicated friends i've ever met...
we can chat any topic... and sometimes i will share my problems and sad moments with her...
We also sms with the weirdest method... nobody can understand our text msg...
she call this method "Buddy Sms Method"...
hahas.. since she went to study in johor... i din saw her much lately...
but we sometimes sms on the phone.. keep in touch.. we are so buddy... LOLS!

she looks like kid.. sometimes talk like one.. and abit lanC.. hahs but actually she's abit matured...
she even said that she think herself is rather a "tomboy"...

i think to myself... So this is a "true friend"... feels good... i like that sound...

happiness..

2010-03-11T14:43:00.004+08:00

hmm hmm...

today, i think i dropped my happiness somewhere...
feel so damn down again... screw this feeling...

Hmm.. needa try find my happiness back...
question is... How... and Will i find it back?...

Complicated?.. tch... this world is complicated... and the truth is harsh

well... have a good day.. my dear friends..

just in the matter of time...

2010-03-05T15:22:00.003+08:00

In the matter of "time"...
things will work out...
things will be ok..
things will be fine...

Just.. Don't think too much...

That's what i've learned...

Just remove the little voice in us... that's the demon in our heart...
it makes us sad... angry... jealous...
that aint good...

have a happy day...

L0ls~

2010-02-23T18:28:00.006+08:00

its all ok...

kuz its a good day...

ignored all the bad things in my way...

i guess i finally found my way...

...
..
...

nope... im not ok.. im fucked up... retarted people all around me doing retarted things... oh... im not talking about my friends... so dont fucking tell ppl i write bad things about u on blogger...

insanity

2010-02-19T11:28:00.002+08:00

my life... haiz... i wish i could just disappear...

if i disappear... maybe everyone will be more happy...

screw this feeling...

dear god... why wont you be my friend and.. come to me and take my hand...

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she's gonna leave soon... but he is still so stupid...
he havent noticed yet...
he didn feel regret yet...

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rain clouds covered my sky once again...
lets hope i can see that clear sky and hopefully.. a rainbow...

!@#$%^&*()_

15years and 167 days...

2years...

119days...

。。。

2010-02-15T11:05:00.002+08:00

一壶漂泊浪迹天涯难入喉
你走之後酒暖回忆思念瘦
水向东流时间怎麼偷
花开就一次成熟我却错过

How's 'zat!

2010-02-13T18:55:00.002+08:00

W00t... tommorow is Chinese New Year~ and also valentines day... w00t... chocolates and angpaos!

unfortunately... u aint gonna get any from me.. hahahs...

and today really lucky ! i got 50 in my angpau from my auntie ... why i say im lucky... because other ppl just get rm6.. rm8.. rm10.. rm20... rm 30... while I, ME, AKU, WATASHIWA! get RM50!!!... *bling bling bling*!

Dont be jealous, people!... it's JUST MY LUCK!

Screw this feeling...

2010-02-11T14:22:00.004+08:00

man... i keep having this thought in my head...

that one day... if im gone... everybody will just cry and just forget about me the next day...
and then.. It is like i never existed in this world... everyone will just do what they wanna do... and probably wont speak of my name again...

everytime i think about this... for some reason... i cant seem to show that smiling face...
even thought some of you said that you'd remember me... but... this feeling just wont go away...

SCREW THIS FEELING..

i wan the happy "me" back.. please...

hello?

2010-02-09T19:15:00.003+08:00

helo? is something wrong with you?.. do i look like a machine to you?
it's not that i have something against you... i just dont wana feel like a tool...

and IM NOT A TOOL!... im a human.. a friend... everytime u speak to me... feels like u only speak one thing "eh help me do this... help me do that..."

man... u need to learn how to do things yourself... and for your info...

I HATE CNY SONGS!
I HATE TO DOWNLOAD SONGS I DON LIKE!
I HATE THE SONGS THAT I DON LIKE TO BE HANGING AROUND IN MY HARD-DISK
I HATE THE WAY U ASKING ME TO DO STUFF... I FEEL LIKE A MACHINE EVERYTIME

ANGER

2010-02-08T21:29:00.004+08:00

fuck lah... my mother no teach me then how? u beh song is it?
my hand very gatal ah... u beh song is it?
mind your own buisness lah... MCB... walao... if u speak one more word... u won be so happy edi...

your eyes cant see in the dark say lah... i wont turn off the light.. because i noe got a noob up there...
cant even see in the dark...

so what if my mother no teach me? ur mother teach u how call ppl MCB is it?
if ur mother so good.. then i oso learn lah... CBkia.. MCB... TNB...

zzz... go back to ur ayer tawar lah... i don care u is ayer tawar taiko or what f**king boss...
No matter what boss what taiko u are... u will only see me give you one mid finger...

EAT THIS FUCKER! o|o

SAD!!

2010-02-08T14:46:00.004+08:00

sien lah... im sick edi... got runny nose... sore throat... headache... and abit cough... and abit fever edi...

the reason why i will get cold because i followed my auntie go shopping and came back 4oclock in the morning... !@#$%^& the next morning... straight get sick...

Hope i wont get H1N1 leh... hahahas!

this is not me... although i stick tissue into my nose.. but i dont look good as him xD

why love feels like 菊花茶 to me?

2010-02-05T14:24:00.007+08:00

In the last post... i mentioned that love feels like 菊花茶 to me... why? hahas i tell you now lohs~

because... 菊花茶... 清淡... 带一点甜... 清香... 有一种温暖.. 很简单~

hehe... if u still don understand~ then very swt ler luh! if still don understand... 你有喝过菊花茶吗?!

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oh~ i found one 诗 that have some relation to that tea XD~
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"菊花茶诗"

小朵小朵地
浅黄浅黄地
淡淡淡淡地
轻漂在杯中
用干枯过的心
再次绽放出复活的信念
直到
把自己的本色褪去
才让人品味出
你那不畏秋霜的傲骨
却愿意无私地
化为茶道中的甘泉
在人们的齿颊留芳

noticed...

2010-02-04T14:28:00.003+08:00

well... today a person called "uncle jeff" came to our school to give us a speech... in his speech... he talked about life... love.. and sex... after hearing his speech.. i noticed that i forgotten that this world is harsh... even love is dangerous now...

well.. in my mind... love is like 菊花茶(chrysanthemum tea)
if you tasted chrysanthemum tea before...
you will noe what i mean...

hahahha...

2010-02-03T14:27:00.004+08:00

hahas... i've been posting some emo things on my blog now... just ideas that popped out in my head when i see something interesting... Most of these post contains abit "love love" thingy... for your info... just writing to make the post more "emo" bah...

Im not an "emo".. but... everyone has a little "emo" in them... and i wrote these post with the "emo" in me...

hahas... im goin to ply some silly games... see ya guys around...

u r welcomed to drop some comments

sometimes...

2010-02-02T20:00:00.010+08:00

sometimes...
all of us are just too tired...
sometimes...
we just need to spend some time alone and rest...

sometimes..
we cant get something you want...
sometimes..
even if we get the things we want..
it wouldnt last forever..

sometimes..
we just want to be independent...
but sometimes...
we still need a shoulder to cry on...

sometimes..
we need reasons to do something...
but sometimes..
you just don't need reasons to love him/her..

i will just .. be me..

2010-01-30T19:44:00.011+08:00

Tch...
Throw away all the worries..
Ignore those stupid ppl...
Leave that boring place...

From this point onwards..
I'll just be "me"
= Do what I like + Like what i do

Hmm..
i've got an idea...
I wish that i can just.. lose my memories..

Let my memories and "me"

Disappear
from this ---> World

and just Start Over

with a mind with no memories...

and let all of you.. to meet this person named "Calvin" again...

蔡健雅 - 若你碰到他 lyrics

2010-01-28T18:19:00.001+08:00

08.若你碰到他
作詞：蔡健雅　作曲：蔡健雅

我的脆弱堅強　互相作戰
理性與感性　失去平衡感
不想讓自己　活在過去的遺憾
問宇宙　他是否還愛我嗎
這問題　早就有答案

若你碰到了　替我問候他
告訴他　我過得很美滿
已忘記他　已把淚水全部擦乾
若你碰到了　替我問候他
祝福他和他的另一半
不在乎他　不再愛也不再等待
就這樣吧　若你碰到他

愛　沒有絕對　雖曾經以為
我終於體會　愛不能倒退
該讓它頹廢　收起心碎

若你碰到了　替我問候他
告訴他　我過得很美滿
已忘記他　已把淚水全部擦乾
若你碰到了　替我問候他
祝福他和他的另一半
不在乎他　不再愛也不再等待
就這樣吧　若你碰到他

就這樣吧　若你碰到他

2010-01-23T14:03:00.002+08:00

last 2 week.. i brought a kitten back home.. its a female.. she is so small and fragile... cant just leave her be...

But now... all my actions.. is all useless... she died this morning... when im at school...

me and my friends are still planning to take her to their house to ply... i guess i dont have the chance anymore...

sigh... it's all my fault.. i feel like i killed her... i feel like a killer now...

all of the things i did to protect her... feed her... resulted her death...

I'm just.. useless...

I'm.. sorry...

2010-01-22T14:00:00.003+08:00

Sigh... How i wish i could just sit down quietly and just... sit there... for 10minutes.. 15minutes
Until i fall asleep... and wake up without having to worry about my homeworks and my life...

wish i could just lie down.. on a grassland.. and just feel the breeze... i wonder how it feels like...

i would like to know that feeling... yes i do...

ugh...

2010-01-21T18:38:00.003+08:00

really not feeling well now...
part of the bad feeling is get from seeing other ppl's 臭脸。。。
part of the bad feeling is come from personal problems...

damn.. i need some sleep...
really feel stupid now... f**kin stupid...

每个人都会

2010-01-12T15:26:00.004+08:00

爱是两人一张棉被
也是一人一瓶清水　都说对

爱是送一百枝玫瑰
也是让湿地开花蕊　就OK

人间的青草地　需要浇水
内心的花园就不会枯萎
把最甜最好的滋味散播到东南西北

什麽比love love love love love更美
爱让人安心在梦中熟睡
Oh love love love love love 最美
美在每一个人都会

爱是让人感动流泪
也是停止制造伤悲　都答对

爱是为好朋友解围
也是为陌生人破费　就OK

爱肯付出的汗水爱小王子的蔷薇
爱旅途上的兄弟姐妹爱所有青山绿水
爱所有难忘约会爱上对爱的体会

只有love love love love love最美
她会变成最安全的堡垒
什麽比love love love love love更美
美在只要用心都会学会

不用什麽只为　只要用心体会

爱让每人都有机会

wondrous...

2010-01-11T14:56:00.002+08:00

hahas... friends are marvelous... they help u when u're in trouble...
they try to comfort u when u're sad...
they calm you down when u're angry...
they laugh with u when u're happy...
they are always by your side...

If u're bad in your studies... they tend to help you and be your study partner...
and together we strive...

But some friends like to kepoh other ppl's buisness...
they should know that " A hedge in between keeps friendships green "

Friends are not meant to last forever...
Who knows? maybe tomorrow one of your friends might be killed by a killer or die over a disease...
only god knows when they will go...
and that's why friends are so valuable...

So... I "LOVE" YOU, MY FRIENDS... (==)

aack pressure...

2010-01-09T14:50:00.002+08:00

zzz... my brain says... get more tuition... study hard and try and get as many A's as you can...
my my body just won listen... i just want to lay on my bed and don't want to move anymore...

overall i like science... but now science branched into 3 subjects... chemistry, biology, physics...
i think i like chemistry and bio... but physics... physics is counted as science...
but why am i feeling like im learning maths when im learning physics...(i hate maths into the bones)

all the new terms... formulae... and that teacher that is so damn boring!!
But the one thing i like about physics is the physics tuition teacher, Mr Cheah...
He's anything but boring... his joke can be kinda lame but... I like his teaching method! XDD...

modern maths alone can bring me to hell... now that there's additional maths... im prompt to die..
AAAAAHHHH!

Die maths... die...

Well... im gonna go out cycling again... to feel the taste of "freedom" since i have been following a scheduled life...

1st day of school in 2010... form 4 life...

2010-01-04T14:17:00.002+08:00

Everything went smoooothly in the morning... everyone is still relaxed and happy...

and this is the 1st time i felt really happy when i see my friends since PMR...

everything was ok...

Until it's afternoon....

Im superbly pissed off by someone ==...

ggaaaaaah!!!

suan liao... forgive and forget...

2009 is coming to an end.. T^T sobs sobs...

2009-12-31T19:29:00.003+08:00

sad loh.. 2009 is coming to an end...
many things happened...
happy things...
bad things...
crazy things...
noob things... (lols?)

all that i have to say is... all of the following is something worth remembering...
very very very sad times...
super happy times...
fighting spiders...(childsplay ==)
chinese orchestras...
church activities...
CYBER CAFES! (w00t!)
skipping school XDD!!!
Sony PSP (lols)
My Bike (my half wife xDD)
my new phone (my babeh!)

and all my lovely.. cute... sien.. stupid.. friends...
i appreciate you guys for being my friends...
if we dont have chance to be in the same class together next year...

i wish that you can make new friends..
if we stopped talking to each other...

i wan u at least to think this when u see me...
"oh.. he's once my friend... and he's a funny one.." (lols...)
...
...
...
...
enough liao... dont talk sentimental stuff edi!...
ugh.. i feel uncomfortable when i feel sentimental.. XDD!!

why are you bombing me?

2009-12-29T14:24:00.005+08:00

Lol... if your not in the good mood don come bomb me la... i noe you dont like him...
So? I'm just being myself... I'm not trying to be enemy of anybody... im just being a simple fren...

dang... u said everyone in life your always hurts you and shoot you...
and u never saw us beside u supporting u....
now when u bad mood come shoot me lah!?
say ppl always "bully" you... what the hell!? giv u middle finger lah!!

And she is not dying!... just leaving town to study...
This is not the last time you'd ever see her... PLEASE!
Its ok for u to be sad... everyone feels sad... but there's no need to cry...
MORON!! cry for wat...

And dont blame me for ruining your "plans"
I didn't invite the ppl u hate to ruin your brilliant "plans"
STUPID FOOL....

When u still have the chance... u donwan talk with her...
u say "i don have topic to start to talk"
It doesnt matter!!
Now... when she's about to leave... you need to use that "plan" to get close to her!?
what a failure....

So what if the ppl you hate got come along to that place!?
ignore him... if he interrupt u.. you diao him lah! stupid fool... MORONIC friend...

tch... i'm speechless about you... im started to feel sick by being your friend...

Randomize...

2009-12-28T12:48:00.002+08:00

sigh...
life really sucks...
as i predicted...
After something good happen... something really bad will also happen...

Well..
My prediction came true...

if i like something...
what can i do to keep it?...
what can i do to own it?...

Aaack... i don't even know what i'm saying ><

五月天知足 LYRICS
怎麼去擁有　一道彩虹　
怎麼去擁抱　一夏天的風
天上的星星　笑地上的人　總是不能懂　不能覺得足夠

如果我愛上　你的笑容　要怎麼收藏　要怎麼擁有
如果你快樂　不是為我　會不會放手　其實才是擁有

當一陣風吹來　風箏飛上天空　
為了你而祈禱　而祝福　而感動
終於你身影　消失在　人海盡頭　
才發現　笑著哭　最痛

那天你和我　那個山丘　那樣的唱著　那一年的歌
那樣的回憶　那麼足夠　足夠我天天　都品嚐著寂寞

當一陣風吹來　風箏飛上天空　
為了你而祈禱　而祝福　而感動
終於你身影　消失在　人海盡頭　
才發現　笑著哭　最痛

當一陣風吹來　風箏飛上天空　
為了你而祈禱　而祝福　而感動
終於你身影　消失在　人海盡頭　
才發現　笑著哭　最痛

如果我愛上　你的笑容　要怎麼收藏　要怎麼擁有
如果你快樂　再不是為我　會不會放手　其實才是擁有

知足的快樂　叫我忍受心痛
知足的快樂　叫我忍受心痛

satisfying results and a satisfying new phone..

2009-12-25T19:36:00.009+08:00

ghood news... i've got 5A's in PMR
Bhaaad news... I also got a D for my chinese...

Went to school for chinese orchestra camp last tuesday...
It's okay... except for the time we train songs... my fingers are hurting because i hold the heavy instrument too long...
But when we play... it wuz awesome!! great time~ Fine memories~

At night... i chatted with my friends and played "cho dai di" secretly =p...
when i ply my 1st round... i got moderate hands... not very good.. but not bad too...
Then suddenly... i saw the chance of winning...
POOF!!
I WON!

isnt that cool? but later on when i played my 2nd round...
My hands started shaking... i dont feel cold or anything... but these hands are trembling!
it must be some proffesional player joined the game... make my hands shake haha~ (==)
in the end
I LOST~ T^T

then suddenly AJK came to check out on us... we are playing poker upstairs...
And upstairs is for the girls = boys cant go upstairs because its for GIRLS...
when he came... me and one of my fren tried to run down... but i realised we cant make it in time... so we sat on the staircase... pretending to be chatting...
He saw us... called us go back downstairs... i think he's just letting us go...

Okay back to the PMR results...
as i said i got 5 A's... and my family promised me dat they'll get a new phone for me if i get dat much...
Obviously they think i wont get more than 3A's... so guailan... KNNCB~ (jk)

But i didn't expect it to come this fast...
the phone arrived 1 hour after i said i wan it...
Boom dao...

Still need to get used to it and still got many function i dono... =p

the camp ended... and i need to go to work at my dad's shop again... so sien lerh!

sigh..sigh...sigh

Those who get 8A's or 6A's and above... Don't LanC... don come and tell me u're not satisfied and lecture me about im a fool because im so satisfied with "only" 5A's...

You're the lifeless person... Pmr doesnt mean anything... if u dont work hard u get 12 A1 oso no use...

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BY THE WAY~
MERRY X'MAS ~

and soon

A HAPPY NEW YEAR

messed up..

2009-12-20T19:51:00.005+08:00

sometimes if u put too much effort into something... it's gonna be messed up...

a good example wud be my bike... i spent the week fixing old parts and upgrading it... now some of the new parts is not working the way it's suppose to be...

My bike pegs.. or 飞机铁 came right off when one of my friends jumped on my bike when i didn't notice... later on... i was informed that bike pegs is not for fetching ppl... it's real purpose is for doing BMX bike stunts... which mountain bikes cannot perform... sad... *cries*

when the bike pegs came off... it effected my bike rims.. its abit bent... causing the brakes to stop my wheels from spinning... gonna go change my rims again... sigh... hope this is the last time im going to spend my money to fix my bike =(

By the way... the picture above is not my bike... my bike not so cham de... if my bike is broken like dat.. the person riding it (ME) would not be able to update his blog right? ==

w00t

2009-12-17T19:19:00.007+08:00

Yay~ finally~ i repainted my bike~ Now its in silver and black =x... better than its old look... My bike's old look is red with abit of black and some brown (stupid rust)...

After i painted my bike... i cycling oso got feeling one lerh!~ 有风 lerh!~ muahhaaahahaha~

Stupid TNB! if you continue to cut off the electricity and plug it back on again and again.. MY COMP IS GUNNA DIE!!!... MY PRECIOUS COMPUTER!! MY MOTHERBOARD IS DYING!!~ U HEAR ME?
(=.=)
../|\
.../\

dreams...

2009-12-16T20:40:00.006+08:00

yesterday... i found a very interesting thing about our brains... It's called Lucid Dreaming... this is a method to make us fall asleep and "dream"... and when we're dreaming.. we can control the dream... It sounds kind of fun but... very hard to peform...

Yesterday... i laid on my bed around 8 o'clock and accidentally fell asleep... then i woke up at around 11.40... i realized i didnt turn off the lights... so i got up and switched it off... After that when i was laying on my bed (half asleep mode / blur blur mode)... i fell asleep while thinking of something i wanna do tomoro...

Then i woke up again... this time i feel my body very light... and i can jump very high... then i realized... i am "lucid dreaming"... everything felt so real... so clear... like reality =x... i started wandering around (in my dream)... then i went outside my house to find my bike... but i cant find it...(in my dream)

Then i think to myself "why would i need a bike... when i can run super fast without feeling tired?" (LOL!!) but just when i start to run... oops... came back to the real world lerh... i tried lucid dreaming again... but it was not so good...

well... dat was the clearest dream i ever had...

weekends... week.. ends...

2009-12-13T20:33:00.004+08:00

This week.. Not bad..
dont love it... didnt hate it...

Just go with the flow..
Take it slow..

Recently... I got a bike...
an old bike from my cousin...
Its not very cool... some more got abit rusty
But overall.. It still works fine..
I can cycle without holding on the bar... and the bike can go on...
Maybe i'll take my bike go repaint someday...

Being independent... feels nice...
But being independent.. also feels tired...
Need to solo all the way...

Life is tough... But i'm tougher...

I wish my life is like my bike...
Can go on without falling even when im cycling without using my hands..

Normal day for a normal boy.. I guess =x

2009-12-11T19:55:00.003+08:00

Recently.. i have been goin out cyling around town... with my sakai punya fren... ==...

Actually... we're just trying to find some tuition centres and register for next year =p...

Since most of the tuition centres are closed and we cant register... We cycled to the nearest cybercafe to ply since it's still too early to go home... xD

My skin actually got a little bit fair since i didn really go out recently... but now that i've been cycling around town... My skin become darker liao lerh... =x...

My PC i gonna get upgraded... hope it will be smoother than now =x

Creepy...

2009-12-09T20:44:00.003+08:00

Lols... just now.. when i was on msn... Heewoi told me got one girl call him come ask me who is the person i like... i was like "hmm.. why wud he ask?" then he told me that that girl he mentioned "admires" me... then i thought "LOL>.<.. Great! now there's a girl that appeared outta nowhere say she admires me.. dats creepy"... like anyone would ask... i asked heewoi who she is... but heewoi told me that he cant reveal her identity...

Well... dats the 1st time i heard that some1 admires me... but.. something's not right =x

3 weeks left...

2009-12-07T20:33:00.002+08:00

sigh... so fast lerh... 3 weeks more then it is time to say goodbye to the holidays...

Damn
This is the worst holiday i ever had!...

and oh...
PMR results is gonna come out soon
sigh...
Nervous leh...

Met a girl online...
I call her my big sister xD...
she's 8years older.. so old =P...
I wish my life was like hers...
Do what i want...
whenever i want...

wherever i want...

Quite down these days...
Feel bored until everything seems to be going in slow-motion...
Hate my job...
Hate the holiday of this year...
Oh well...
Just wait for christmas...
Hope it'll be fun...

Logic-less

2009-12-05T18:59:00.007+08:00

Today.. im awfully pissed at certain someone... "he" asked me if i can help him this holiday because he's sick... "owh... sure.. why not.." thats wat i answered...

I worked for him for free (no salary)... but after awhile... he came to the shop and sat on his seat... i asked him.. why not stay home and rest... he said he need to pay the money for the stocks he ordered... that day... he paid the money...

The next day... he came again! so later on that night.. i told him... that i need to go school for some personal buisness... and i told him i was just an extra hand in the shop if he can go to the shop everyday...

So after i came home from school today... he called me to go to the shop... he asked me "i thought u only go to school on sundays... didnt i told u to stop going to school? With my sickness... u should help me out since i cant work"... WTF... he's lecturing me!... so i answered "i dint go school on saturday is because i need to work here! in your shop! i skipped many times... because of this work! Now.. i cant understand anything they're saying in school!"... "didnt i told u why i need you to come my shop to help me?!" he replied... "The reason i came out everyday to help you because u told me that u CAN'T work... and u MUST rest! and u are staying home!" i replied wit "beh song" attitude... "I everyday sit at home my back oso not comfortable edi... and i cant go take a walk because im still in healing period" he replied... "U said u sit all day not comfortable... U come shop oso sit whole day mah! U so mao dun! since u everyday come shop... i assume that i can at least take a one day rest..."

Then... *silence*... i have "won" the arguement...

If i see him come shop again i will tell him that i will QUIT THIS STUPID WORK!

My Little cousin's bday..

2009-12-03T20:40:00.010+08:00

Aha... my 3years old lil cousin is finally turning 4!~ i took some really funny pictures...

Let's go~... by riding on a horse... or a... Rubber.. Horse..

These mean little suckaz...

Its time to blow the candle and... the attention is on the centre... On the centre.. Of the cake!~ The ultraman! every kid wants the ultraman...

This is the photo BEFORE we sang "happy bday song"
BEFORE

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.
.
.
.
AFTER
And this is the condition of the cake AFTER we sang the song...
POOF! Now you see it.. Now you don't...
Magic is everywhere!~
well... not really ==

In the end... One of the kids cried becoz he didnt get the ultraman... How cute is that?... He finally stopped crying after promised that on his next bday we will put a spiderman on his bday cake... ==... too cute lahs~

Victory X Defeat

2009-11-29T11:35:00.003+08:00

张震岳&林芯仪 - 回到过去

2009-11-28T15:11:00.003+08:00

时间它像是河流慢慢的轻轻推送
有时候像是漩涡很难静止而不动

开心的伤心的
一辈子能改变什麼能相信什麼

游走在梦的尽头也常常不时回首
人与人擦身交错谁停留谁又远走

我曾经犯的错

我曾经留下的遗憾就让它去吧

如果想要回到那过去

但是你我之间存在遥远的距离

试图去弥补破碎的缝隙

我学著不放弃

愿你牢记我曾经爱过你

因为有你我才学会相信爱情

关于过去的事就藏心底

未来依旧有你的回忆...

Hungry... sobs

2009-11-24T20:47:00.005+08:00

dono why nowadays so hungry... wake up hungry... ate breakfast... after 2hours hungry liao... Ate lunch.. (this time eat many stuff) after 3hours my stomach start "growling" edi...

Normally i can last longer... i can eat breakfast then whole day no feel hungry... but now 2hours later then hungry~ WTF!?

ROAR!! IM SO HOONGRIEEE!!

>.< bad week...

2009-11-23T20:33:00.009+08:00

lol... nowadays i tio sick le... in the first few weeks... i oni have coughs nia.. *cough* *cough*... but after a few days... cough until sore throat... sore throat until got abit selsema... and yesterday cold until got headache ><... and still got... headache until wan vomit liao!~
until today morning that i decide that i need to go see doctor... if not i cannot stand lerh~ haha... take a note and write this down... when u tio cough... please don go buy fried stuff to eat liao! ><... drink more water... and get decent amount of sleep... so you won't suffer like me T.T... Yesh! tomoro i sick nonid go work... weeee~ (=.=) AT LAST! i can sleep until whenever i want edi!~ (for just one day =\)