just drop the thought...

this morning... my bad thoughts started coming back to me... all the stupid questions... Do they hate me? Am i really that stupid? do they really take me as their friend? or maybe im all alone frm the beginning... sigh... i really need to get over this fast...

These thoughts bring headaches... chest pains... stress into my life... turning it into something sad... haha... i would be in trouble if i was the old me... but now im able to get rid of those thoughts... All that matters is that i am still alive and who cares what those ppl think about me... but sometimes i cant help to fall into depression...

gahaha... there is always a few questions that i ask myself when i feel down... Am i living in the real world? What purpose am i living for?

Haha... everytime i just draw a new face.. and smile... get over it... live with it... But, i really dont know when will i fail to do that... And what will happen when that happens