L0ls~

its all ok...

kuz its a good day...

ignored all the bad things in my way...

i guess i finally found my way...

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nope... im not ok.. im fucked up... retarted people all around me doing retarted things... oh... im not talking about my friends... so dont fucking tell ppl i write bad things about u on blogger...

insanity

my life... haiz... i wish i could just disappear...

if i disappear... maybe everyone will be more happy...

screw this feeling...

dear god... why wont you be my friend and.. come to me and take my hand...

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she's gonna leave soon... but he is still so stupid...
he havent noticed yet...
he didn feel regret yet...

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rain clouds covered my sky once again...
lets hope i can see that clear sky and hopefully.. a rainbow...


!@#$%^&*()_

15years and 167 days...

2years...

119days...

。。。

一壶漂泊浪迹天涯难入喉
你走之後酒暖回忆思念瘦
水向东流时间怎麼偷
花开就一次成熟我却错过

How's 'zat!

W00t... tommorow is Chinese New Year~ and also valentines day... w00t... chocolates and angpaos!

unfortunately... u aint gonna get any from me.. hahahs...

and today really lucky ! i got 50 in my angpau from my auntie ... why i say im lucky... because other ppl just get rm6.. rm8.. rm10.. rm20... rm 30... while I, ME, AKU, WATASHIWA! get RM50!!!... *bling bling bling*!

Dont be jealous, people!... it's JUST MY LUCK!

Screw this feeling...

man... i keep having this thought in my head...

that one day... if im gone... everybody will just cry and just forget about me the next day...
and then.. It is like i never existed in this world... everyone will just do what they wanna do... and probably wont speak of my name again...

everytime i think about this... for some reason... i cant seem to show that smiling face...
even thought some of you said that you'd remember me... but... this feeling just wont go away...

SCREW THIS FEELING..

i wan the happy "me" back.. please...

hello?

helo? is something wrong with you?.. do i look like a machine to you?
it's not that i have something against you... i just dont wana feel like a tool...

and IM NOT A TOOL!... im a human.. a friend... everytime u speak to me... feels like u only speak one thing "eh help me do this... help me do that..."

man... u need to learn how to do things yourself... and for your info...

I HATE CNY SONGS!
I HATE TO DOWNLOAD SONGS I DON LIKE!
I HATE THE SONGS THAT I DON LIKE TO BE HANGING AROUND IN MY HARD-DISK
I HATE THE WAY U ASKING ME TO DO STUFF... I FEEL LIKE A MACHINE EVERYTIME

ANGER

fuck lah... my mother no teach me then how? u beh song is it?
my hand very gatal ah... u beh song is it?
mind your own buisness lah... MCB... walao... if u speak one more word... u won be so happy edi...

your eyes cant see in the dark say lah... i wont turn off the light.. because i noe got a noob up there...
cant even see in the dark...

so what if my mother no teach me? ur mother teach u how call ppl MCB is it?
if ur mother so good.. then i oso learn lah... CBkia.. MCB... TNB...

zzz... go back to ur ayer tawar lah... i don care u is ayer tawar taiko or what f**king boss...
No matter what boss what taiko u are... u will only see me give you one mid finger...

EAT THIS FUCKER! o|o

SAD!!

sien lah... im sick edi... got runny nose... sore throat... headache... and abit cough... and abit fever edi...

the reason why i will get cold because i followed my auntie go shopping and came back 4oclock in the morning... !@#$%^& the next morning... straight get sick...

Hope i wont get H1N1 leh... hahahas!


this is not me... although i stick tissue into my nose.. but i dont look good as him xD

why love feels like 菊花茶 to me?

In the last post... i mentioned that love feels like 菊花茶 to me... why? hahas i tell you now lohs~

because... 菊花茶... 清淡... 带一点甜... 清香... 有一种温暖.. 很简单~

hehe... if u still don understand~ then very swt ler luh! if still don understand... 你有喝过菊花茶吗?!


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oh~ i found one 诗 that have some relation to that tea XD~
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"菊花茶诗"

小朵小朵地
浅黄浅黄地
淡淡淡淡地
轻漂在杯中
用干枯过的心
再次绽放出复活的信念
直到
把自己的本色褪去
才让人品味出
你那不畏秋霜的傲骨
却愿意无私地
化为茶道中的甘泉
在人们的齿颊留芳

noticed...

well... today a person called "uncle jeff" came to our school to give us a speech... in his speech... he talked about life... love.. and sex... after hearing his speech.. i noticed that i forgotten that this world is harsh... even love is dangerous now...

well.. in my mind... love is like 菊花茶(chrysanthemum tea)
if you tasted chrysanthemum tea before...
you will noe what i mean...

hahahha...

hahas... i've been posting some emo things on my blog now... just ideas that popped out in my head when i see something interesting... Most of these post contains abit "love love" thingy... for your info... just writing to make the post more "emo" bah...

Im not an "emo".. but... everyone has a little "emo" in them... and i wrote these post with the "emo" in me...

hahas... im goin to ply some silly games... see ya guys around...


u r welcomed to drop some comments

sometimes...

sometimes...
all of us are just too tired...
sometimes...
we just need to spend some time alone and rest...

sometimes..
we cant get something you want...
sometimes..
even if we get the things we want..
it wouldnt last forever..

sometimes..
we just want to be independent...
but sometimes...
we still need a shoulder to cry on...

sometimes..
we need reasons to do something...
but sometimes..
you just don't need reasons to love him/her..