Screw this feeling...

man... i keep having this thought in my head...

that one day... if im gone... everybody will just cry and just forget about me the next day...
and then.. It is like i never existed in this world... everyone will just do what they wanna do... and probably wont speak of my name again...

everytime i think about this... for some reason... i cant seem to show that smiling face...
even thought some of you said that you'd remember me... but... this feeling just wont go away...

SCREW THIS FEELING..

i wan the happy "me" back.. please...