cut ? or dont cut?

sien... my hair kind of thick liao.. but i dono wan cut or not... if cut i scare the stylist cut until so ridiculously short... if no cut... look abit big headed pulak

Ahaha... i wan a hairstyle like this one
But Impossible... school won't allow such long hair... SAD! =(.... perhaps i shud find a more suitable and short one... hmmm... BY THE WAY... the man in this picture is Jay chou's hairstylist leh!... He's also an actor...

Maybe i shud bring this guy de photo and show my hairstylist... tell him i wan shorter version de xD!

No freedom...

sigh... there's nothing to do nowadays... since i came back from KL... im forced to follow my grandfather to my father's shop to work... man... im not sure its even called work... there' only about 10 customers that come into the shop each day... all i do is sit there all day long... some of the customer dont even buy anything... they just walked in and walked out... Conclusion = i can even take a 1hour nap and there will be no customer comin' in...

I told the adults that i wanna go work at "swiss garden" at damai laut... and they give me many reasons... say im not old enough... i need to be 16... blah blah blah! i said i'll be asking my father... bt then they said... " Your father just had brain surgery... you cant call him"... but later... they told me to sweet talk my father on the phone to make him "happy"... everyone just say.." make your father happy.. dont make him feel pressured"... Its all about HIM!.. why doesnt anyone cares what i want for myself? This is the same as being GROUNDED!

swiss garden offer RM28 a day... but my grandfather dint giv me a cent working in his shop... $#$%#%$%$@%@!!!

Life...

Life... what is life... when we were born into this world... when we were kids... we never face a problem seriously, because the adults always take care of it and never let us interfere... and we always complain that they never listen...

But now...we realized that they were just over-protecting us... but we cant be kids forever... we prompt to fall in the process of growing up... but we need to learn how to get up again... i thought living is easy, and those who jump down from buildings are crazy... Maybe im crazy, because life gets harder and harder... i cant imagine my future if i cant get a decent job...

sometimes i wish we can just stay young... ply when we like it... play where we like it... free.. without anything to frown and worry about...

the sound of the heavy rain hitting on the roof... dats one of the reason i like the rain... sound of the rain washes the other noises in my head... and 舒解压力...

When its raining... it feels like the cloud is trying to make me feel better... feels like the cloud is crying with me...

Back from Kl and genting edi...

lol... 3days passed so fast... waseh... got abit sad when come back...
I saw many crazy roller coasters and rides at genting highland... never got a chance to play... cuz i pokai after buying a tropicana life backpack... xD cost me RM89.90... straight become the poor guy...